May 2012
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When you’re too sad to move.
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I need you now more than i ever needed anyone in my life. This feels like the worst day of my life and is the definition of heavy boots. I fucked up.
My dad just collapsed an hour ago on my brothers porch coughing up blood. The EMS came and his heart had stopped. They have it beating right now but he’s not responding, he’s on his way to Asheville. I’m forced to sit here and wait for someone to tell me where the hell to go or what to do and i’m freaking out. I can barely say this out loud so i’m typing it out...
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I’ve got to get off the internet this late. Never leads to anything good, sadness, depression, realizations and me going to bed shaking my head at the world. Just when I think i can’t be more disappointed, I always am. That’s kind of how the past few years were though, so i can’t be too surprised.
Hopefully recording these songs will get some of this off my...
I never knew sexsomnia was a thing but it explains so much now.
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When you really want to kiss someone but can’t.
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and i see it now that it’s so much easier...
April 2012
25 posts
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It really shouldn’t bother me, but it really does. Like more than anything, the fact that you can’t be honest about this, or anyone can’t. It’s a weird feeling and it’s lame, but I can’t help but just shake my head at shit. It’s whatever, I should be used to sketchy shit by now.
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[[MORE]]Once the summer ended, i not only saw you mentally check out but i felt it. No more goodbye kisses, no more hand tracing and no more gazing. It was a burning sensation, something you think will never pass and will eventually set your entire being on fire. But recently, i’ve realized i accepted it. It took a while, but i’m fine. I understand, and it hurt like hell but i...
March 2012
33 posts
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For the past 4 nights
I’ve been listening to this 8 Tracks Mix called Let’s Snuggle and even though I’m not snuggling and i’m actually sprawled out alone in my big bed, it’s becoming my favorite thing to sleep too. Some songs I really like, some i hate and some I don’t even know but it’s good to put on something random and surround myself with pillows and create some fake...
